SIA, Remembered

it's like i can't breathe
like i can't feel anything
nothing but you
i'm addicted to you



i've got 2 and a half days left of work in SIA training centre... i suppose i'm glad that i'm finally done... but really, do i wanna leave this place so fast? haha

whenever you open your heart to someone
You leave a part of it behind when you leave them

Surely a piece of my heart is going to be here.
Part of my heart will remember all the chocolates, milo sachets, popiahs that Zalinah gave me. The kindness and selflessness will be remembered greatly and i wish her son all the best in army.
Part of my heart will remember how Xavier shared with me about his trip to Jerusalem, his fatherly laugh and just plain talk when we sorted out flight plans in the back.
Part of my heart will remember Balkish, though i've only known her a month, her laugh will always be part of the SIA exp. Her kind nature, smile and great positive outlook on life has impacted me.
Part of my heart will go with my supervisor Jalil. He's the reason i'm online everyday. His trust and goodwill towards me has stayed with me the strongest. Always letting me get away with slacking, buying drinks for me or just the mere act of taking me down to the canteen for an unexpected break.
Part of my heart will go out to Christopher. The boss who was a friend and a fellow brother in Christ. Lending me the CD to listen to and just talking nonsense with me after work is always enjoyable to recall. It's my prayer that He continues to be a shining light wherever he goes and may he excell in his work.
A part of my heart will also go out to the noodles auntie and da ge [uncle]... they never fail to bring a smile to my face when i order from their stall. somehow, they have made me feel so special everytime. Like i was their own customer. remembering me and promising to treat me to a free bowl on my last day.
Lastly, a part of my heart will remember how Capt Goh had kindly called me one night and asked me if i could offer my work to the company. hooking me up for an interview though he was leaving Spore the next day. It really touched me to know that he was looking out for me just because i merely mentioned i needed a job to auntie jacq. Being the Vice President here, he could have always sourced a more experienced and qualified person. thank you.

So with this, i start to slowly close the chapter of my life in SIA Training Centre. This has been my best working experience so far. Thank You God, you've given me such wonderful people to work with.

it's like i can't think
without you interrupting me
in my thoughts, in my dreams
you're taking over me
it's like i'm not me
it's like i'm not me.