In a spur of the moment yesterday [also known as a unwillingness to be alone], i decided to print out some pictures of people who mean things to me. to bring in and to look at when i'm down or lonely. printed some others but they go into my wallet. These are the ones that i decorated my bible with. and trust me, i love my bible now more than ever. it is MINE. not some bible bought off the shelf.. but it's Rui's Bible. wowz. i love it la. take a look see...
Front of my Bible. to remind me that i'm committed to shalom. The pulpit reminding me that God' Word is truth. that no matter what people say in there, there's only one truth. God. To also remind me that if God's Word says i can get thru anything thru Christ who strengthens me, then i better believe it. And that He will never leave me.

It says, Thy Word is Truth. It's my church's pulpit.
This is the back of the bible. Reminding me of the 2 major groups of people i have poured my life into and will still continue to. The Shalom YF and TP CF. Special groups of people with individually special people. The reason i serve, i love and i will persevere. They give me strength that God has so blessed me with.

The YFers on the top and CFers at the bottom. 2 groups of blessings.
The final product. My 1st pair of black specs that might not have even been made coz of a few complications. So now i have 2 pairs. but i only desire to feature one pair coz i think it's nicer. :) yup. i love it. so dun expect me to be changing back to my normal ones anytime soon. haha

Black Specs are comin! Nod your *botak* head!!!
All my bags are packed, i'm ready to go. :) sigh. am i really ready to leave everything else behind and step into this new phase of life? i dunno. i'll only know after i leave.

CFers, if you squint, maybe you can see a few stuff from your survival kit. like Yan Yan choc at the top right of my bag. with the tag still on. :)
This will be my last post before i lose my pink IC for the next 2 years and become a chao recruit for 7 weeks. it seems really surreal that i'm finally embarking on NS. It's one of those things that you always say, aiyah, still got a long way more. [just like marriage. eeps] But hey, it's happening in 3 hours time and yet it still seems like it's a dream that i'm going to wake up from. Let's start with the happiness.
I can't wait to shave my head. it's getting too hot. I wanna see what army's all about. Get to know new people and to see a totally different environment. I wanna build up myself coz i think i'm a bag-o-bones. I'm lookin forward to doing all the stuff that you always hear bout.. like throwing a grenade, shooting a gun and doing army commands. [i dunno how much i will be able to do though]
Now to the bad things that NS is doing:
Leaving people i love.
Parents - They've really been helping me thru the initial stages of my life. always looking out for me and going out of their way to make sure my life as a child and teen is one that i can be comfortable in. I know how hard my Dad works and what my mum does behind the scenes.
Sab - Can tell how much you'll miss me and that's just a reflection of how much i'll miss you too. Doing things that i never ask for, stepping out to help me whenever i needed, thanks sab. More than i could ask for in a sister. Dun stop.
Jamie - You know that apart from family, you're prob the hardest to leave too. 2 weeks. i can do it. so can you. Dance well mei. I'll see you very soon. and i'm claiming that welcome-back hug. you better be ready! oh btw, with these two weeks, i'm surely gonna win our little competition. mwhahaa :)
heh. sigh. six letters, so hard to say. b.. y.. e.. m.. e.. i. 'Parce que chaque jour j'ai pensait à toi.'
Chelsea and Mini - dun intend to grp the two of you up but i sense i might have to explain muchies if i dun. haha. thanks for both your encouraging posts on your blog and your personal wishes to me. whether it be thru smsing, msning, card writing or just that look in your eyes that says i'll miss ya. I'll be back yah? and remember what i told ya both. take care of each other ok?
Angel - didn't get to catch ya online before i left but your sms last nite brightened up my night quite a bit. can't say i wasn't waiting so thanks for it and take care of yourself as you slack till sch starts. :) update me yeh, you can still sms me. and thanks for everything. we'll do New York New York again when i get back.
YFers - for those who do read this. thanks for making a difference in my youth life. Needless to say, it's been a joy serving you guys.. the only reason i would wanna stay for a 4th year even though i'm like SO old can! haha... but yeh. have a good first youth worship and i'll see ya guys in 2 weeks. apologize if i stink when i come back in 2 weeks, coz if i book out and dun have enuf time to go home, i'm coming straight to you for yf. see you guys soon. and thanks for all your smses and blessings.
CFers - Meliza, Lydia and all the rest of you who mean so much. thanks for your survival kit and for your unending love for me and for each other. dun stop loving each other and striving to show others what Christian love and fellowship is all about. You've touched my life in so many ways trying to type it would do it injustice. stay strong. stay strong.
August - sorry i have to miss the musical. and thanks for [going to] send me off. you take care of yourself and the musical people. dun rara too much at the interchange later pls. HAHA.
Friends who dun fall into those categories - for parents of youth, school frens or just people who have somehow sent me greetings for ns. thanks. i'll be fine, you just take care of yourself will ya? :)
Yup. k, that's my extensive list of goodbyes... 2 weeks.. what's the big deal? :) yup. will look forward to many many things when i book out on the first weekend of aug. sorry to the musical people that i'll be missing your musical practice sessions. blame the governme... umm i mean, sorry. heh
Yuppers people. you guys all take care alrite? i'll be back real soon and i'll be looking forward to catching up. here's my prayer list if you wanna pray for me.
Pray that:
- I'll not feel lonely in there.
- I'll not be ashamed of my faith and to shine for Him
- I'll have company mates who are understanding and fun to get to know
- My personal walk will not suffer
- I'll have a Good buddy
- I'll find a Christian in there to pray with
- I won't get sick
- I'll see you in two weeks

























