*Edited the title coz someone thot this post was about relationship issues. it's not. :)*
Don't know if you'll ever read this. but you know wad i'm sorry about. i know that words can't even come close to helping.. but there's this emptiness within me when i think about you now. what i did to you. what i caused. what's going to happen now. You're going to go thru sh*t coz of me. all coz of me. really. from the deepest crevices of my heart. i'm sorry.
typing this after you left. i still feel like sh*t. really, although i was able to keep calm, composed and fine about it all, it'll start to really sink in tml. when i tell them about it. then it'll come like a tonne of bricks. that's when it'll finally hit home hard.
if you never forgive me for it [despite your undying apologies to me too]... i won't be surprised. but trust me on this when i say, you had no fault in this in my eyes. i shouldn't have done it, neither should i have to make you pay for it. but there's nothing to say to you now that can change things so i'm sorry.
sigh. life's gonna change quite a bit from now on. thank God for His help in this situation. Never wanna do it again. What was i thinking.
For those who aren't who this post is written to, Please, don't ask what this post is about. respect my privacy enuf to be mature when i say i won't and don't want this information to be passed to anyone. thank you and i'm sorry to you too.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
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hey sweetie... just wanna tell you to keep strong ok? I'm praying for you constantly.... *hugs* Hope you feel better soon. Things will always work out perfectly to the plans God has in store for us... =) It's comforting to know that. I'm glad you are growing up, albeit slowly and painfully, but remember, God molds us thru the small things as well as the big things... Keep ur testimony and ur faith pinned on the Him who matters. I love you.
hey dude...i will be praying for you constantly too..Somehow or rather, things will work out fine..trust me..at the end of the day we will end up learning something from it...and its always at the end of the day then we appreciate what God is putting us through. Had my fair share of rough patches over the past few months and everytime big Daddy up there never fails me and everytime i will end up thanking him for putting me thru those' troubled' times because i always come out stronger. Hang in there!!let's go thru it together! :P
black rainbow? interesting. haha who might you be?
but thanks for the encouragement. :)
ivan?
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