Chinese New Year

Happy CNY to everyone! Whee! bring in the bacon... literally... i mean, come on, the highlights of cny HAS to be stuff like NIAN GAO... BA KUA... and all the nice nice goodies that i didn't hesitate in gorging myself with today... it was fun eating and seeing stuff you dun normally see on non-cny days... like red everywhere, people dressed up and stuff. :)

Church was cool. Managed to get alone time with God again. guess that's why i enjoy services... coz i have my little seat there in the front side... where no one else dares to sit [dunch know why. maybe it's coz i'm there]... but in the time i'm there, mostly dun get bothered by people unless thru sms... esp coz yuan was conducting and tricia was playing so the front row was occupied by me at one side and adrian at the other... a wide open gap in the between us both. haha...
Tricia dressed well today.. but i felt the birthday girl topped the charts... she should.. considering how it's her weekend. Yeh, anyways, it was quite an ok service to me... didn't feel smashingly wowed by it today and felt that it might even have been a bit rushed... trying to please and satisfy all the families that were jus waiting to go bai nian... sigh.. kinda sad how people can sumtimes put other things above God and only give Him wad's bare necessary... but well, i'm like that sometimes too.
So that was that for service.. managed to jus chill and hang with eunice and wei-en for a bit after service... guess it's time to start really talkin to people i can talk to or should talk to... rather than standin one corner and wondering where all my peers have gone to. haha... Didn't even come into the fellowship hall today can... save for a short while to jus do a walk thru [i think]... that's bout it... dun even talk bout talking to the youths. :)
Almost left without saying my wishes and greetings to her. thank goodness i managed to spot that bright pink jus before i left. turning back and giving my fleeting wishes was worth it. it was funny, i glanced at my family rushing to the car and then i glanced back at her and realized it's sumthing i needed to do. after all, she's done so much for me... So in that split second, i walked away from my family to shake the hand of my only other family i knew in church. and then i went back and left church. dropped her an sms to remind her of what she meant to me and how i'm glad that nothin much has changed between us and them.

heh.. funny how small things can be so impt to you and such a whim and fancy thing to others...

The rest of the day was basically jus watching movies and movies in grandma's house and cousin's house.. i tell you, to me, this year's CNY celebrations have jus meant movie marathon... dvd that is haha... :) but it's still fun i guess... realized that i dunno whether the next generation's going to be able to still stay strong and bonded. only time will tell.

Yup... that's it from me from day 1. :)

it's been 4 weeks now. 4 weeks. today i struggled so hard. :) A single message would have been great. They say absence makes the heart grow stronger. i feel my heart growing colder. Loved your outfit, but only i'll know that. Ah!