Reading old chat logs isn't good for the mental, emotional and spiritual soul. why do i even keep them? haha... maybe coz some parts of them make me smile. I have no idea. The idea and the thought of moving on is so easy to type or say but hard to do. Found this pic off the internet. thot it was a real nice pic... would love to take a pic like that myself. but i'd have to find 2 willing parties and a nice camera. haha.. so for now, i'll jus take it off the net. But i love it. and it represents what i'm feeling right now. :) dun ask... jus let me blog bout it.
p.s. i'm FINE so dun tag my blog or sms me asking me how i'm feeling now. SERIOUSLY... i'm fine. jus didn't wanna lose this moment so i'll blog about it. :) so 5 years later when i read this again i'll remember i sat at home one tuesday afternoon with nuthing to do but wait for time to pass. And i ended up reading chat logs and got into a stupid state of sadness that allowed my lil devil a chance to breathe fresh air. :) Thank God that He came and subdued the devil and took control once again. :) God's good.