I'm going to Hollywood!!! Haha.. gee
go ahead, click it. :P

So i made it for the auditions if you can see in the picture above. :) no big surprise actually.. i talk to August quite a bit and all plus the fact that they desperately need guys for the chorus line and lead roles and all that jazz... lolz. so yay yay. nonetheless, it was still quite special receiving my first successful audition letter. haha. so corney, he ACTUALLY did it on yellow paper... gosh. haha should have helped him design it la. so... plain... in Simon Cowell's words, "insipid". :) but nice la. haha

Anyways, that's not really why i'm blogging la... Went to sleep last nite praying real hard that God would heal me so i could go to church today. When i woke, still felt a bit unwell but i made myself go to church la. i really needed to go down. This week has had it's Super highs [Vday] and it's super lows [depression set in midweek]. Yeh so i was quite low thruout the week due to some issues and all... sick and all mahz. :P Yeh, so really needed the spiritual re-charging and i had already missed YF on sat... so managed to go church and it was quite an experience i had never had that intense b4... really felt like i was close to God today.
The worship was wowz... hard to describe but as i sang the second song, couldn't help it. started tearing and really thanked God there and then for how wonderful it felt like to be in church. to be standing amidst other brethren singing to God. the sound of a corporate worship session was jus WONDERFUL. And when the ladies sang alone, they sounded angelic... my mind really imagined what a JOYFUL time it'll be in the heavens when the angelic choir and the rest of His people raise their praises in one voice.
Thankfully managed to wipe them tears away and re-compose myself b4 anyone started noticing and asking silly questions i'd hate to reply to. ahha... but it was really wowz. :) I was wondering to myself how sumtimes we jus take church for granted. expected to be there everyweek... now wad if you were bed-ridden and never able to go to church? or if your parents objected to your faith [like my fren's situation is]... now how much would church mean to you, compared to those 2 situations?

I thank God that He gave me a chance to really treasure church above anything i felt that week. It's like my weekly date with God and His people. And i wouldn't trade sunday service for ANYTHING.... well, almost anything. coz i'd trade that for Heaven. HAHA.