Since i last blogged, there have been major changes in my life... Needless to say, i'm adjusting to them and getting a new look on life in terms of many things... One thing I AM right now is unemployed... the job hunt is quite depressing. Sometimes i wish people would stop asking me how it's going... coz it's really honestly jus depressing to keep getting either no replies or rejection in the email... It sucks coz i wait and wait for them to reply and then my heart skips a beat when i see a new mail... whether it really is from the companies or not, that's one thing but when i DO see it's from them, i jus pray and hope... and then i say a short prayer and open the mail... and it's always been negative generic replies... I guess after one too many, it starts to get to you... it gets to me. But then i pray and thank God for the opportunity that i took to apply and jus pray for whatever else that's left...
I just gotta keep my mind positive like always. And trust. Prov... :)
Speaking about trusting and Proverbs, I thank God for my good fren who's responded to God's call... it took a while but abi's now officially a sister in Christ! :) yayyyy. haha... i'm so glad that her fervent spirit and willing heart has led her to find out more about God and seek Him. You can tell when a converted soul has found God... the genuiness and sincerity i see in her is just.. inspiring. It makes me really look at myself and question whether I can recapture that passion to follow and chase after God that i see in her. :) But here's to many years of seeking Him, learning more about Him and loving Him and others as well. :) So happy for u!
Tomolo... nay, later on today [coz it's 4am] i'm going to Belgrave... it's been 2 years that i've been in OCF and this is my first Belgrave Convention... took me long enuf and i ran out of excuses this year. hahaha. no seriously, i'm quite glad i signed up full time... i wanna claim all the chances i can get to get the word of God from inspired and inspiring speakers... and this year there are seminars regarding technology and the gospel. how cool. excited for that. :) i'm also leading a grp this year [talk bout heavy]... but i'm always glad for a chance to lead and facilitate the discussion of God's word... this time, i've got 2 co-leaders to mentor and guide... i think they'll be fine as they are. :) Rachel and Matt Tan... my grp is ruled by the Tan clan!!! haha Joel Tan, Rachel Tan, Matt Tan.. mwahhaha. :) we'll jus Tan-i-fy everyone!!! :) Speechless, yeh i know... i have that effect. :) But yeh, looking forward to Belgrave... it's gonna be a time that i try my best to catch up with people.. get my roots in and secure them with this camp. :) i have to look out for the future. :)
That said, i should sleep. :) night world. it's been too long, i apologize. but i haven't had the mood to blog for a while.. didn't really want to immortalize some stuff i was going thru. :) i'm sure u understand. mwhaah... ok let me summarize my last few months... SINGAPORE FOOD MELBOURNE SPLIT SINGAPORE GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL FOOD MELBOURNE JOBLESS. :) there. done. ahhahaha. :)
GOOSE KNIGHT!
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