Saturday, October 28, 2006

Carrying On with what's left

First of all, this post is dedicated to my dearest Mei, Jamie...

Happy Birthday my dear Mei. May the Lord watch and bless you in the coming year as you continue to dedicate your life to our loving Lord and Saviour. Continue to shine and be a blessing to those around you... in other words, keep up the good work. haha Hugz!

Thanks to everyone who cared and still care. Doncha worry... as i said, i'm fine... just wanted to make sure i got my focus right.

For those who asked, i'm really sorry that i can't tell ya what's going on or how i'm feeling. It's something i gotta sort out with God and no one else... at least for now la.

Kinda glad that i'm being tested by God this way actually. i mean, who likes tests right? but it's only thru these times where you learn the most about His character and faithfulness... i think times like this teach you lessons that no sermon or discussion can ever try to match. when it's personal, it goes to the heart and stays there... so i'm gonna be blessed after everything in the sense that i'll be able to have the hope of knowing God just that bit more.

i guess when there's nothing you can do about a situation, the helplessness of it all makes ya lean on Him only... and when that happens, dun be surprised to see daily miracles of His providence, His grace and love... slowly.

So other than that, i'm busy busy busy for tomolo's YF... well, by now it'll be today's YF. got to plan worship, slide show, poster for yf camp, and many many other stuff. sigh but it's ok... at least i'll get to have a fun fun time at the bbq... managed to get Vera, Chelsea and Alicia to come for the bbq la.. it's gonna be so like last time... jamie, chelsea, vera... like youth camp. haha.. sigh. it's been a while.

yup. enjoying time with God during my mornings too. :) the journey to camp everyday means more and more with each passing day spent with God in the MRT. haha... We dunno how long we have on this earth... are we using every moment we can to prepare ourselves for eternity?

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